I feel scared. Nervous. Depressed. Anxious. Basically a mix of terrible feelings. I feel like my childhood is over. Like it's being ripped out from under my feet and I am going to fall into adulthood unprepared. I am so frightened of what the real world has in store for me. I feel really alone in a world packed with people. It's the worst feeling in the world. I also can't sleep or stop shaking and I feel like I am about to vomit. Probably the best thing ever? Grrrrrrrreat.